Saturday, February 5, 2011

Of Heights and Floating Stairs

When growing up, certain types of stairs and heights really scared me. Most stairs are more solid, and have something covering the distance between steps, but those are not the ones that terrified me. The ‘floating steps’ seemed as if they would move apart or closer to each other at any time. Combine that with the fear that the gaps between the steps would allow people’s hands to get through and drag me under the step, where I would fall and roll down the stairs. My fear of heights probably steamed from that fear. With heights, I was alright when standing on high solid ground. The fear only comes out when I am high off the ground, and can see what is under me. While I know where my fear of heights came from, I still don’t know why a specific type of stairs would scare me so much when I was younger.

Both fears stayed with me for a long time. Over time, I made attempts to overcome the fear and it took a lot longer for me to finally break free. That did not happen until high school; I really started breaking through the fear because I was really interested in the theater (the plays, dance ensembles, and musicals). While I did not like being on stage, I found that being on the technical crew for the performances were really fun and enjoyable. In the second performance of the school year, they needed a person to run the spotlight. The teacher who was running the show (and did not know about my fears) asked me if I was interested in working more with the lights, so I agreed (not knowing what I was getting myself into). Going up the first time, and walking over the catwalk (where the stage lights and spot light are placed), while being able to see all the chairs under me the first time was really nerve wrecking. I treated it more as a ‘if she can do it, then I can do it too’ moment since there was someone there to show me what is up there, and what I have to do. The first few times going up by myself felt like it took a lot longer than I expected. Climbing up really steep ‘floating stairs’ that you can see through, then passing through furnace room to get to the roof of the building before getting to the squeaky catwalk. After a while (I got to spend a lot of time after school there for a month or two), I started to really enjoy the catwalk. Looking down at the stage gave me an unblocked view of the stage, and because I was so isolated up there, I was given a headset to stay in contact with the stage manager. After running the spotlight that time, I found that I can go up the ‘floating stairs’ and heights were not a problem with me anymore.

I had so much fun that time that I volunteered to run the spotlights when ever needed. Thinking back to it, if the teacher did not ask me to go up there, I would have been missing out on a really interesting learning experience. Going up there taught me a lot about the different lights that are used in a performance, and to challenge myself when possible. After getting that little nudge to face my fears, I was able to find how much I liked working the lights, and got a glimpse into what I was missing because of my fears. Looking back, I am glad that I did not step down from the offer.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

The Truths Around Me

The discussion about true person, true love, and hard truth in class today got me to change some of my thoughts this post. I really like Abraham Lincoln’s quote “I am not bound to win, but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed but I am bound to live the best life that I have. I must stand with anybody that stands right and part from him when he goes wrong.” The quote itself reminds me of the Special Olympics. For the Special Olympics, people prepare themselves for their events, just like how athletes prepare for the Olympics. Although the participants do not necessarily win in the same way as other people, they still try their best to participative as best they can. Through the process, the athletes seem to be able to enjoy their lives to the best of their abilities. Watching people I know try as hard as they can in these kinds of events, along with the dedication of their helpers and the organizers of the event reminds me of some of the qualities I think are needed to become a ‘true person’. Being around people, who are so dedicated and positive, really makes my day sometimes.

When it comes to the quote, “The pursuit of truth will set you free; even if you never catch up with it” by Clarence S. Darrow, I choose to interpret the quote a little differently. For the idea I have in my head right now, I am taking ‘the pursuit of truth’ as digging for the truth or more information in this case. With that in mind, the saying can be used in a lot of different contexts. There were a few times when I tried to look up information about my family as a side project that started from a school project a while back. It is a lot of fun when I find out new things about my family. Part of me knows that I will never find out everything about my family; because as the family grows, and some of the older documents and facts get lost and forgotten, it makes me feel like I will never ‘catch up with it.’ Or, when taking the quote a little more literally, for an innocent person who is accused of a crime, when the truth of the situation is found, they are set free.

This post is really got me thinking, and looking more closely at the words and events around me. When thinking about these quotes in a deeper level, it reminds me of how many things I take for granted a lot of times. Combining these two quotes, and some of my own life experiences, I remember how important it is to live the best life that I have.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Some Truths About Me (original post-ignorable)

While reading over the quotes on the page, I was surprised to see a quote that I can relate to easily, and another one that describes what I want to do. After breaking up the quote into smaller parts, and taking some parts more literally than others (and even ignoring some parts of the quote), for the quote “I am not bound to win, but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed but I am bound to live the best life that I have. I must stand with anybody that stands right and part from him when he goes wrong.’ When I was younger, it was pretty much a fact that I will never win any of the competitions the teacher gives the class. For ‘true’ in the quote, I took it as meaning not cheating, even if the authority figure in the situation is not paying attention. Out of the whole quote, I feel that the second sentence relates the strongest to a personal experience for me. Although we might be limited, and might not succeed in what we originally set out to do, I feel that it is more important to enjoy and learn from the process. Going back to the physical education class, the hurdles were my nightmare. When I was younger, I twisted my ankle, but it never really healed properly, so a lot of times when I have to do hurdles, I would end up getting injured. Even though hurdles meant my down fall, it was something I tried my best at doing. It is interesting to see how this quote is similar to how I want to live my life.

For the next quote, ‘The pursuit of truth will set you free; even if you never catch up with it’ by Clarence S. Darrow, I am choosing to interpret the quote a little. There were a few times when I tried to look up information about my family as a side project. It is a lot of fun when I find out new things about my family, but part of me knows that I will not be able to truly find out everything I want to for my project. I know that this project will never be completed in a way; because as the family grows, and some of the older documents and facts get lost and forgotten, pretty much making it an impossible project to finish.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Plagiarism at San Francisco State University

To whom it may concern,

Plagiarism is a problem for students, especially those in the university level. A lot of students get a college education so that they can get better jobs. If students’ tendency to plagiarize is not stopped within the university, their habit would form, resulting in dire consequences. There are different ways the problem can be approached. The way students are taught to write, informing them of what plagiarism is, and acknowledging that it is a problem at SFSU are important steps that will help plagiarism become less of a problem.

To ratify this problem, multiple steps can be taken. One important way, would be to adapt a better definition for plagiarism, university wide. The policies that SFSU as a school follows sometimes differ from the departments. Even within a department, teachers have their terms and policies that differ from their colleagues. An example of the discrepancies would be the debate if students should be allowed to reuse a paper they wrote for a different class. There are some teachers who allow students to reuse their papers, but there are also some who would consider that as a form of plagiarism.

The way teachers teach has a big impact on the problem. In Plagiarism and the culture of multilingual students in higher education abroad, Colin Sowden points out that many teachers use patch writing, copying pieces of text altering it a little and putting it into a paper (kind of like a big quilt…), to teach students who are learning English as a second language. Doing so allows them to teach about the grammatical structure of the language, and exposes them to new topics but adds to the plagiarism problem. Not knowing that the technique they use is a temporary stepping stone, those students will continue using that technique, assuming that it is an acceptable method of writing. With that in mind, they may continue to write in that method throughout their time at SFSU. The problem is not that small; students talk and compare notes a lot of times. Students that were taught using the patch writing technique might share this ‘technique’ for writing papers with their friends, causing the method to spread like a wildfire at the university. Since a teacher taught it, majority of the students will assume that the method is acceptable, and start using it in their own writing; thus causing a cycle effect that helps patch writing spread in the university.

As we are discussing teaching, it is important to teach and emphasis the importance of proper citation. Students often find themselves struggling to decide on what needs to be cited, and what does not. Not only that, but once they decided that something should be cited they are faced with another question: how to properly cite the source. The issue of proper citation can be addressed in English and/or introductory (or more basic) classes that all students have to take before they graduate (something like comm. 150) to ensure that students can learn about citation, and use the time they spend at SFSU to master the skills of using them. Taking into consideration that different departments have different expectations when it comes to citation, proper citation can be explained in more detail in introductory classes (maybe a class on what kind of citation is expected). As the classes get more advanced, teachers should have a file or link to the department policy, which would accessible to students in case they forget what kind of citation goes with their class. The second concern is about what to cite, which can be reworded to ‘common knowledge’. Only information that is not common knowledge needs to be cited, but that leads to the problem of finding common ground of what should be considered common knowledge. In smaller classes, teachers can mark places where they think the student should have cited, and take some points off. To get points back, it would then be the student’s responsibility to talk to the teacher and explain why that bit of information was not cited in the original paper. Thus allowing students to realize that they forgot to cite something, and offers them a chance to explain the reason they did or did not do something. In a larger class setting, teachers can emphasize what they want the students to look up. One example from laboratory classes is when the grading sheet asks for the literature value of something. Students are not expected to know the literature value, thus letting them know that the information will have to be researched on their own time. Hints like that would also remind students that they need to cite the information, since it is not common knowledge.

Another way to discourage plagiarism through teaching would be to encourage students to write original papers. If this method is used, ‘original’ needs to be clearly defined to the students. More emphasis can be placed on the fact that students need to analyze things, and write about it in their own words (like offering their own perspective on the information from the source). Doing so would lessen the pressure students have when they are told to write an original paper. This way, their papers will be original, since no one else sees things exactly the same; making learning a two way process and more interesting for the student and teacher. Students go to school to learn, but for the teachers being able to learn from the students would keep them interested. As a teacher, when grading essays, reading the same thing over and over again gets boring. When they read something new or see something analyzed differently from the majority, not only do they learn about a new perspective, they can also see that the paper is not plagiarized (killing two birds with one stone). In one of my English classes, we did a research on students and plagiarism, looking to see if there is a trend between different factors and plagiarism. The writing assignment for the project was to write a report of the findings, and since all the information is first hand data from the surveys and interviews, students have to write their own reports. Projects like those gets students more involved, and more interested in what they have to write, which in turn lessens the chances of them knowingly plagiarizing.
There is a system some stores use for shoplifters; when they are caught shoplifting, they have to take a picture with the item they stole, and the picture would then be posted on a wall for anyone to see. If a student is caught plagiarizing, a warning can be given, but if no changes come from it, they can be added to a list of people who plagiarize (maybe the names of the students should not be on the list that the whole student body can see). The list can then be posted in the Xpress so that students can see that plagiarism is a problem at SFSU, and that people do get caught. One of the best ways to get people to stop doing things they are not supposed to, can be to publically acknowledge that they did wrong. Sometimes, even the thought of their peers mocking them for doing something is enough to keep people from doing something they should not do (in this case plagiarize on their paper). Creating and using a system where people who do wrong are mocked or made uncomfortable is a method that works in the real world. CBS did a story about a sheriff in Texas, who got the idea from another sheriff, to paint the walls of the jail pink, and to have the inmates wear pink jumpsuits. A lot of the inmates choose to stay inside the jail, because they do not want to be seen wearing the pink jumpsuits. Since they do not want to wear the pink jump suit again, the numbers of re-offenders decrease.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

What did you find?

There wasn't anything really surprising about the responses from the interview. In the survey data, I found it funny that a category had 100% of the people plagiarizing. Looking into it, there was only one person who fit the category, and just happened to plagiarize. Some of the numbers is not what I expected. For instance, I expected people who felt pressured to go out would have a higher percentage of people plagiarizing than people who don't really feel the pressure... so the numbers for that was really interesting to me.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

What am I reading?

Truthfully, all I have been reading lately is all texts for class. Recently, the most enjoyable one would be excerpts from the book Don Quixote. Even though it was done for a class, the excerpts were really interesting, and I have wanted to read the book for a while, so it was really nice to have an incentive to read it.

On my own time, what I read really depends on my mood. Once in a while, I would get into periods where I would only read one type/genre of books. Most of the time, it is a combination of reading books I have already read before, and hunting down new books that look interesting. Because of that, my list of favorites is really everywhere. One of the groups that I often reread is my childish/fantasy group of books (knights, kings, etc.). A couple of years ago, a friend of mine gave me a copy of Terrier by Tamora Pierce (since my birthday was closer, she got me a copy of the book, and borrowed it once I was done) which is still up on my favorites list. To this day, that book is still one of my favorites, and I am still waiting on getting my hands on the next book. . . whenever it comes out.

Over spring break, I will probably be rereading things from class to do projects and essays. So, I cannot really say that I am looking forward to read those (maybe I’ll try to get ahead on readings for other classes. . . although I highly doubt that I will do it). Perhaps I will try to get some fun reading into my schedule, not sure yet though.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Idea Draft

One of the first things I would like to do in the paper would be to identify what academic writing is (is it anything that a teacher/professor assigns, or can it be something that has to do with research? What traits are used to identify academic writing?). Perhaps definitions from a dictionary or something like that? I may have to drop the definition idea though, when I went to do a quick web search, a Wikipedia article came up, and one pdf file that I think is legit but have not read yet. To me, it would important to know what kind of writing the prompt is discussing. As I am reading more articles on the topic, for now my stance is this: while the articles in Wikipedia may not be all accurate, there is a potential for the website to be used as a source in academic writing in the future; and depending on what the topic of the paper Wikipedia can be a good source for students to use (to tell the truth, I am still not really sure about what stance to take, so the following will just be me rambling about different points I see so far).

So what makes a good source? What is a source? Another definition would work well in my next point, to define a source. Is a source only something we do a quote or paraphrase from? What about other article that we read about the topic but did not use directly (or at least consciously) in the paper? If sources only include things that we directly quote from, then the accuracy of the website would play a big role in whether or not Wikipedia should be allowed. But if a source is pretty much anything writers get ideas from, the technically Wikipedia could be included in the source list. Some people are saying that it could be a good place to start researching from, (like a stepping stone). If that is the case, (and depending on the definition) the Wikipedia should be allowed as a source. I cannot remember where, but it was stated somewhere, that an encyclopedia should not be cited as a source in college academic writhing to start with. . .
Wikipedia as an experiment. There are people who see Wikipedia as a silly world wide experiment. I actually wrote the paragraph generator paragraph on this point. I went with the fact that with everyone contributing in the articles, in the future, it is possible to make Wikipedia a legit source (kind of like the saying that goes something like one mind is not better than a bunch of minds, or something like that. . . ). I will probably post the paragraph up eventually, after some editing.

Wikipedia as a stepping stone. I am borrowing the idea that with the bibliography part of the article, students can get something similar to a ‘starting list’ of places to look. The research has to start somewhere, so this could be a good stepping stone for the actual paper, and more creditable sources.

What is the subject? While there are many teachers who do not want students to use Wikipedia, there are some who actually encourage their students to use it. What is the difference? Perhaps what the information is used for? I would venture a guess that science teachers may allow Wikipedia, because students are using it more as a rough guide to see if their results are similar to what is expected. Where language teachers, or even just professors in grad school would prefer students to just go out and search for the answers they are looking for.

How good are the people working on the project? In one of the articles about the ‘joke’ Wikipedia article pointed out that the original article was edited before the discrepancy was found. The editor only corrected a spelling mistake the original author made. That is one of the problems of giving anyone who has access to the internet to change the article.

Accuracy? A lot is being said about accuracy of the article, but I have been hearing and reading a lot about how Wikipedia can sometimes be more accurate than the published encyclopedias. One point I would make for that would be that only a selected committee edits an edition of published encyclopedias, where as there are more people looking over the same article (needing fresh eyes to catch more mistakes). I would think that there are more edits on Wikipedia than published editions, since those take so much more time.

Conspiracy? This thought just popped into my mind as I was thinking to finish up this draft. I am not saying that criticism is planted, but could some of it be that the published encyclopedias are losing money, and need to discredit Wikipedia to keep some revenue? Most people would not pay for the same or at least similar information that they can get for free. . . Well not that many people by encyclopedias to start with. . .

Yup, that will be my ramble this time. Now, I just need to take a stance and reorganize my points. You ok over there? Did I lose you somewhere in the middle?